My life, my life
Makes me wanna run away
But there`s no place to go, no place to go
A lot of confusion, it`s like illusion
Like a movie, got nowhere to go
Nowhere to run and hide, no matter how hard I try
Yeah, OP I went from back filthy to filthy rich
Man the emotions change so I can never trust a b-tch
I tried to help n-ggas get on, they turned around and spit
Right in my face, so Game and Buck, both can s-ck a d-ck
Now when you hear `em it may sound like it`s some other sh-t
Cause I`m ain`t writing anymore, they not making hits
I`m far from perfect, there`s so many lessons I done learned
If money is evil look at all the evil I done heard
Im doing what im supposed to
Im a writer, im a fighter, entrepeneur
Fresh off the sewer, watch me manouver, what`s it to you?
The track I laced it, it`s better than basic
This is my recovery, my comeback in
My life, my life
Makes me wanna run away
But there`s no place to go, no place to go
A lot of confusion, it`s like illusion
Like a movie, got nowhere to go
Nowhere to run and hide, no matter how hard I try
While you were sipping your own kool-aid getting your buzz heavy
I was in the f-cking sheds sharpening my machete
Sipping some of of that revenge juice, getting my taste buds ready
To whoop down this spaghetti, or should I say this spaghett-even?
I think you f-ck-ng meatballs keep on just forgetting
Thought he was finished, m-therf-ck-r, it`s only the beginning
He`s buggin` again, he`s straight thuggin`, f-ck who he`s offending
He`ll rip your vocal chords out and have them b-tches plugged in me
Motherf-cking wall with 3000 volts of electricity
Now take the other and dump them then pluck him, m-therf-ck-rs in each
One of your eyesockets cause I thought you might finally f-cking see
That`ll teach you to go voicing your c-cks-ckin` opinion to me
I done put my blood, my sweat and my tears in this sh-t
F-ck letting up, you’re gonna end up regretting you ever betted against me
Feels like I`mma snap any minute, yeah, it`s happening again
I`m thinking about the same
Motherf-ck everybody that`s up in this b-tch, but 50!
Cause this is all I know, this is why so hard I go
I swear to God I put my heart and soul into this more than anybody knows
I`m trapped, so all I do is rap, but everytime I rap I`m more trapped
And I rap myself right into this bubble, oh oh, I guess it`s bubble wrap
This is like a vicious cycle, my life`s in a crisis
Christ, how was I supposed to know sh-t would turn up like it did?
Feels like I`m going psycho again
And I might just blow my lid
Sh-t, I almost wish that I would have never made Recovery, kid
Cause I`m running in circles with
My life, my life
Makes me wanna run away
But there`s no place to go, no place to go
A lot of confusion, it`s like illusion
Like a movie, got nowhere to go
Nowhere to run and hide, no matter how hard I try
I haven`t been this f-ck-ng confused since I was a kid
Sold like 40 million records, people forgot what I did
Maybe this is for me, maybe
Maybe I`m supposed to go crazy
Maybe I`ll do it 3 AM in the morning like Shady
Psycho killer, Michael Myers, I`m on fire like a lighter
Tryna say the same classic, get your ass kicked
Man crook, wrap your head up in plastic
Pussy, now pick the casket, dirt nap with the maggots
It`s tragic, it`s sad it`s
Never gonna end, now we number one again
With that frown on your face, and your heart full of hate
Accept it, respect it
This a gift God gave me like the air in the lungs
And every f-cking thing with it
My life, my life
Makes me wanna run away
But there`s no place to go, no place to go
A lot of confusion, it`s like illusion
Like a movie, got nowhere to go
Nowhere to run and hide, no matter how hard I try